you got his approval he really likes you. you treat me like a princess and i have given you my heart so why did you do that? is drinking more important than i am? are you just like him? i hope i’m wrong. for a while your actions and your words have matched until this weekend. you told me that when your friends arent mad at you anymore you are going to put me first that you wanted to make me your world.i’m not sure what to say to you. i’m not afraid of you leaving anymore. i’m really trying and i think you can tell, maybe that is not enough for you, just like it’s not enough for him. he has done the same thing you did to me last night. like it’s nothing. it may mean nothing to the both of you, but it bothered me. i thought i could depend on you and now i’m questioning that. i want to be able to know you will be there when i need you and can depend on you. i love you, i really do and i always have.